Off I drove to the nearest petrol station to fill in the air. I know this is totally wrong, but I decided to fill the air in the tyre to 42psi instead of the normal 35psi. My thinking was that it’ll last a little longer and I’ll have the extra time to get the tyre repaired.
I was correct about the tyre lasting for another day or so, but I was still unable to find some time to get the tyre repaired.
In the back of my mind I always had this concern that I might park the car somewhere and find it to have less air in the tyre, forcing me once again to visit the petrol station.
This procedure continued for a fair few days and I was a regular visitor at my local petrol station just to fill the air in the tyre.
The lesson we learn from here is simple and always mentioned by the scholars. It is the lesson of the water and bucket. No matter how much we fill the bucket we will eventually find it empty, sooner than later, if there is a hole within that bucket.
This is the same principle with our actions; no matter how much we strive (even if we ‘over-do’ acts of worship) we will find that we will be left with nothing if we fail to stop sinning and leaking out the acts of worship we have done.
It is always essential to repair the leak when it occurs instead of avoiding and ignoring it. Once the leak is repaired even a few acts of worships will ensure that our hearts are filled with Noor (diving light).
May Allah give us all the inclination, ability, strength and understanding to repair the holes that we have created in our hearts. May He give us the wisdom to stop sinning whilst worshiping. Aameen.